Inappropriately Vocal No matter what I need to think about what I will become in the future.

New settings tripped me out. 

I feel that I am too far away from the people that I need in my life. I saw my old room mate the other day and I just felt so stressed out. I don’t know why it felt so awkward. The funny thing is I think I was the only person having an issue with it. I have this tendency to think and relieve events continuously in my head until all the options were taken. Is That weird? I can never shut up. However, it is probably the case in most peoples thoughts. I just feel like people are always judging me and the things I say. I hate when I have to think about the fact that secrets are always revealed. We go from person to person not thinking about the reactions that we are incoherently creating. I wish I could truly get over all the situations in the past, but I feel as though I am always experiencing them in full circle every year. The only way to not is exclusion. I however know that is not something I am good at. I like people. I need to start listening.