New Year


I can’t believe its a new year, what the hell happened last year? It all went by so quick. So much has happened and I feel as though I should begin to learn from my mistakes. I need to begin to actually take responsibility for the decisions I have made and will make.

Concerning my heart:    

  • Sincerity and a willingness to forgive my mistakes 
  • I am worth something and somebody will see that one day

Concerning my body:

  • It is up to me to make the change I want 
  • Drink less alcohol, quit smoking cigarettes, present myself well
  • Abstain from intercourse >_< until I am his number one

Concerning my mind:

  • Read more 
  • Communicate “closed mouths don’t get fed”

Concerning school.work: 

  • Think before I speak
  • Get assignments done ahead of time 
  • Write everything down 

I have to be able to take care of myself and not worry about those around me. Although I interact with other people and there issues, does not mean I should take them on myself as well. 2011 will hopefully prove to be a calm year and I hope I can survive.