I read my blog the other day, I am one weird person. I have issues. I can now understand my craziness. Tonight I’m all alone my neighbors left and I have been with them all week. I honestly wonder what they think of me, but I realize that ignorance is bliss. I heard them talking all the time about “fat bitch”, “unattractive”, and “ugly bitch”. However they weren’t speaking about me I just felt the burn. I have also looked at pictures of myself, how bad. I have stopped taking care of myself. I thought I was on the right track, but I’m not sadly. Its true though looks do matter. They matter a lot. I have crushes on people because of substance. Others though, on looks. It should be interesting to find the person that helps repair my heart. Oh how much fun that shall be. I hope they sneak up on me and treat me and my heart with respect. I have fought all my life for the acknowledgment and to feel included in my fathers life. Due to that I blinded follow in any guys footsteps that just happen to give me the attention I want. Sex is not the answer. For real. Yes, its a great thing and all, but the person I want to fuck needs to be a person who will give me everything else I want too. I hope that I find myself soon and that everything just falls into place.

I read my blog the other day, I am one weird person. I have issues. I can now understand my craziness. Tonight I’m all alone my neighbors left and I have been with them all week. I honestly wonder what they think of me, but I realize that ignorance is bliss. I heard them talking all the time about “fat bitch”, “unattractive”, and “ugly bitch”. However they weren’t speaking about me I just felt the burn. I have also looked at pictures of myself, how bad. I have stopped taking care of myself. I thought I was on the right track, but I’m not sadly. Its true though looks do matter. They matter a lot. I have crushes on people because of substance. Others though, on looks. It should be interesting to find the person that helps repair my heart. Oh how much fun that shall be. I hope they sneak up on me and treat me and my heart with respect. I have fought all my life for the acknowledgment and to feel included in my fathers life. Due to that I blinded follow in any guys footsteps that just happen to give me the attention I want. Sex is not the answer. For real. Yes, its a great thing and all, but the person I want to fuck needs to be a person who will give me everything else I want too. I hope that I find myself soon and that everything just falls into place.

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