Inappropriately Vocal No matter what I need to think about what I will become in the future.

So yea, I enjoy having sex. >_< Who doesn’t? Yes I fuck multiple people and what. I have no STD’s or a baby. So fuck it right? Wrong. It isn’t supposed to be that way. I know that guys want the homely girl, or the hot girl, or something I don’t know. Ok, the point is I don’t understand why I can get a guy to fuck, but not date. OK well I do get it, but I wish some guys would just realize that I don’t give a fuck I’m straight up and want what I want. I think I would be a good girlfriend, I just want to fuck and spend some time together, but I got other shit to do too. I hate that I don’t want to be ruled by a guy and his needs, but I am furious with how attached I get. Its always about the guys need, like really? Why can’t you help me cum? You get to get it all, no questions ask, but when I need something… its like the most difficult thing. WTF. Why can’t it work out for me? I’m a decent girl with a good head on my shoulders… but just likes to fuck. It helps during, but after I am left with such a feeling of _________. I don’t know how to explain it.