End of the Year

I just need to get a few things out. I realize now that I need to be more productive in my life. I feel as though I just let things happen without thinking about the implications, until after the fact. I always rant about the same things because I don’t know how to make the changes. I honestly think that I am truly awakened and think about the intricacies of life too delicately. I spend more time thinking and living in fear of the possibilities. I obsess over the things I cannot control and neglect those that I can. I am just talking in circles again. Either way I wana say that the New Year is just that. It isn’t some magical cosmic revelation that grants people a new beginning. You are always the same person regardless of the year, day, etc. Things don’t just happen magically. We are responsible for what we do. Yes, our interactions influence our mood, but because we allow them to. Everything is subjective. Wake up this New Year or wake up mid year or even today. Look around and ask why?

End of the Year

I just need to get a few things out. I realize now that I need to be more productive in my life. I feel as though I just let things happen without thinking about the implications, until after the fact. I always rant about the same things because I don’t know how to make the changes. I honestly think that I am truly awakened and think about the intricacies of life too delicately. I spend more time thinking and living in fear of the possibilities. I obsess over the things I cannot control and neglect those that I can. I am just talking in circles again. Either way I wana say that the New Year is just that. It isn’t some magical cosmic revelation that grants people a new beginning. You are always the same person regardless of the year, day, etc. Things don’t just happen magically. We are responsible for what we do. Yes, our interactions influence our mood, but because we allow them to. Everything is subjective. Wake up this New Year or wake up mid year or even today. Look around and ask why?

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  1. paxaeterna said: but, the new year is a good “time” to start change. it’s a little bit of a fresh start. take things one at a time. baby steps mean a lot in the long run. love you.
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Coming to terms that I just don't give a fuck anymore.
I fat I know. I'm working on that f.y.i. Um I am a student and have to deal with some interesting people on a daily basis. I am a chick with desires that cannot always be fulfilled and I am growing accustom to that reality. You can't always get what you want and I know I never will either

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