SO
I have realized that I run my mouth too much. I just get happy when I meet someone who can potentially be mine I want the whole world to know about it. I also realize however that it cannot lead anywhere good. Everything can be misinterpreted or people can talk shit and stampede on my happiness. I say fuck them, but there is so much politics in friendships.
Everybody had a past and who they are in the future can be changed severely. I am talking to this boy.. ;well we did have sex already. Either way I feel a connection to him he is so awesome but I know I will or have messed it up. Lets see how it goes.
