Inappropriately Vocal: Archive

Jan 17th

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End of the Year

I just need to get a few things out. I realize now that I need to be more productive in my life. I feel as though I just let things happen without thinking about the implications, until after the fact. I always rant about the same things because I don’t know how to make the changes. I honestly think that I am truly awakened and think about the intricacies of life too delicately. I spend more...

Dec 31st

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Aug 13th

4,192 notes

Home

It’s weird that I don’t even feel like home. What is home? How come I can’t feel like I belong? I wonder what’s missing. I can only be grateful that I am here and have seen those I cared about really. Even though in Humboldt I feel out of place too, I just think being here and alone makes me just want to be back in my own room and house.

Aug 2nd

Jul 25th

No Giving up

I feel as though something is missing. I seem to fill my life with food, drugs, sex, and denial. I begin to believe that I am doing and feeling better than I actually am. I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that I miss my close friends and people who actually like to have me around. I tell myself I am happy but I continue to be negative once I am trapped in my own head. I need sometime of...

Jul 19th

Jul 7th

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Jun 29th

So lost.

New settings tripped me out. I feel that I am too far away from the people that I need in my life. I saw my old room mate the other day and I just felt so stressed out. I don’t know why it felt so awkward. The funny thing is I think I was the only person having an issue with it. I have this tendency to think and relieve events continuously in my head until all the options were taken. Is...

Jun 29th

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Feb 5th

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Feb 4th

1,607 notes

Im Back

So yesterday I had to fill out an application for a class about why I wanted to be a Social Worker. Even though my classes for the first week of school were a drag I think that in the future I will be prepared. I have enough passion and patience to try to change the world. Well at least make an impact in the youth that I plan to work with. I know that not everyone has the chance to succeed. I...

Jan 28th

hm

Photo aside. I have finally made the proactive decision to not give up my body anymore. I have the right to choose whether or not i want to have sex with a guy, well with all guys. I want to have a guy go through all the motions. I want to go on a date. I need to reinvent myself. I met some guy recently and within the first hour of talking to him I knew all he wanted was to fuck. Do I have an...

Jan 26th

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Jan 17th

Jan 16th

Jan 5th

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“Nobody told me I had a clitoris. Nobody told me I was capable of having orgasms....”

– Sex Education, or, What Boys Will Want From You « Frothing at the Brain (via rebeccam, sexisnottheenemy) I wish they would be more informative, but they don’t and everyone is becoming 16 and pregnant. MAKE A CHANGE. (via greaterthanlapsed) (via robot-heart-politics)

Jan 4th

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Jan 3rd

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Jan 3rd

New Year

I can’t believe its a new year, what the hell happened last year? It all went by so quick. So much has happened and I feel as though I should begin to learn from my mistakes. I need to begin to actually take responsibility for the decisions I have made and will make. Concerning my heart: Sincerity and a willingness to forgive my mistakes I am worth something and somebody will see...

Jan 2nd

Dec 31st

Dec 28th

Watch

Make em LAugh

Dec 26th

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Dec 23rd

Dec 17th

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Dec 5th

I understand, but I'm irritated.

So yea, I enjoy having sex. >_< Who doesn’t? Yes I fuck multiple people and what. I have no STD’s or a baby. So fuck it right? Wrong. It isn’t supposed to be that way. I know that guys want the homely girl, or the hot girl, or something I don’t know. Ok, the point is I don’t understand why I can get a guy to fuck, but not date. OK well I do get it, but I wish...

Dec 5th

Nov 29th

3,767 notes

Home Sweet Home

Is it selfish that I feel that I don’t constantly want to be surrounded by all these people when I’m home? Is it fair that I judge the lives that these people live around me? I do know however that I shouldn’t be upset that everyone is doing the same thing. SAME EXACT THING, as when I left a few months ago. I do love everyone and want to wish the best for them, but they...

Nov 22nd

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Nov 15th

370 notes

Nov 7th

12,612 notes

too much

Irritated, playing games. I am needy. My friend did tell me to keep it calm because pple dont care.

Nov 2nd

SO

I have realized that I run my mouth too much. I just get happy when I meet someone who can potentially be mine I want the whole world to know about it. I also realize however that it cannot lead anywhere good. Everything can be misinterpreted or people can talk shit and stampede on my happiness. I say fuck them, but there is so much politics in friendships. Everybody had a past and who they are...

Oct 24th

Oct 16th

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Oct 14th

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Oct 11th

Oct 10th

Oct 8th

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Oct 8th

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Oct 6th

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Oct 4th

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Oct 4th

Oct 2nd

Suicide Risk and Prevention for Lesbian, Gay,... →

suicideblonde: Cochran and Mays (2000a) found that 41.2 percent of gay men ages 17 to 39 reported suicidal ideation, compared to only 17.2 percent of heterosexual men of similar ages. The Massachusetts Youth Risk Behavior Survey reported that youth who self-identified as gay, lesbian, or bisexual or who reported any same-sex sexual contact were more than three times as likely as their...

Oct 1st

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Sep 29th